Rant * Vegas * Song I like

The time is just not passing fast enough for my taste.  I'm at work and time is at a damn stand still. I just want to get out of here and go do other things.  The ER was relatively quiet all morning, then all hell broke loose.  I swear I ran my ass off in an hour chasing 6 ambulances! So now I am in the monitor room and I am just restless.  I feel like I need to go outside and run a mile.  

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I have a new book I want to read from tonight.  It is like a "get to know you" book of questions.  I don't know if he enjoys reading all the questions as much as I do, but I find that I learn a lot about him when we play question and answer games.   

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Did you know that you can go to Las Vegas  for under $1,000 for two people...and that is a round trip flight and a popular hotel on the strip for three nights?! There are a lot of things to do there that are free, too!  Just walking the strip and sight seeing would be awesome.  I have friends in Vegas I could go visit, also!  I bet Vegas is an experience!  I want to go SOOOO bad!!!! I'd want to go to at least one show, and one bar!  I could really people watch there!  

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COME ON TIME... FINALLY IT'S 4PM.  Come on 6:45!!!!  

I am so over this ER today!!  I am so over working weekends.

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I love this song:  Cyclone by  Baby Bash featuring T-Pain

LOVEEEE it!!

Lap Band Fill * Bills * Pat

Tuesday, October 23rd, I got another lap band fill.  Just 1/2 a cc.  I think I have 3 1/2 cc now. I get excited about the needle.  I guess I am weird.  I crave tattoos, also.  
That  1/2 cc was enough, though, to make all the difference.  I can now tell that I have restriction.  I cannot eat very much, but I can drink plenty.  I should start seeing the weight come off faster now.  I've already lost 20 pounds since surgery in July. I've gone down a jeans size!  Boobs are still the same size.  I wish they would shrink, too.  But, they never do.  

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I hate bills.  I hate them.  I know that is part of being an adult and all, but damn.  My car insurance that I pay quarterly is 377 bucks!!  That seems ridiculous to me. All I have is a 2008 Ford Escape and a 2000 Ford Taurus. It's not like I am driving around in a damn Corvette.  I have Ark Farm Bureau insurance, in case you were wondering.  

My paycheck was short this time...they didn't pay me for the days I was in Hot Springs like they were supposed to.  At least I have child support to fall back on. Well, at least I hope it comes.  I never know.  I need to win the lotto so I don't have to worry about things like this anymore.  Guess I should play the lotto to have a chance though ha ha

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Pat and I are doing great!  He's still a sweetheart.  If I am going to have a guy in my life,  I couldn't ask for a better one.  He is so funny, and we laugh all the time.  Humor is very important to me.  We talk and joke around and he is nice and we seem to have a mutual respect for one another.  

We went shopping the other day and he picked out a new bedding set.  A very pretty blue comforter set.  I think he has decided to go with a boating theme in his room since he is into boats.  

He also picked out a few things for his living room to decorate the walls.  {Let it be known that I didn't MAKE him buy this stuff nor did I suggest it, it was  his idea and he wanted this stuff!}


He has his son this weekend.  Cute kid.  Polite and talkative.  
I'm working, like always, so they are on their own to do lots of boy stuff.  Have fun guys!

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Weighed in

I weighed in this morning... 233 pounds baby!!!!  I am so proud of myself!!!  Went down a size in jeans, too!!!   Hell YEAH!

I am so sleepy right now, writing this blog is making me tear up.  I am working night shift in the ER.  I didn't get enough sleep.  I cannot wait to just go home, sit under a hot shower, and then go to bed.